Lousy Day

Pretty moody today. Probably because of the unexpected difference in grades, probably because of the argument, probably because of lack of sleep. Got a B+ for my DIP project, while my friend got an A- when the amount of work we do is about the same. Why the indifferent treatment? I question myself. Then we argued, him saying CCA is affecting my results and i should reduce my commitment. Plus a little bit of dilly-dally, end up sleeping at 3+am, having to wake up at 6am for work.

Went back to school to collect stores. "LOG一年比一年烂" was the comment i've gotten. It might mean to be a joke, but it set me thinking. Indeed, i guess i haven been doing a good job. Store is in a mess and i have not clear. Missing bags which i failed to trace. Damaged tents which i didnt repair. Everything is lying everywhere. And i juz felt sick and tired. If i had a choice, i won't want to see them again. I felt quite detached when the group was having fun. Why am i there in the first place? BOO! Time for some self-evaluation? Will what monkey said eventually be right? I hope not...